One of those days...


D o you ever just have one of those days? One of those days where you just want to be left alone. Where everything seems to wind you up or get you down. Where you want to curl up into a ball and cry sob for hours on end until you feel okay again?

It can't just be me that feels like this. It starts as a kind of sadness deep in the pit of your stomach. You can feel it there but figure it will pass soon. Then you notice that more and more things, things that would never normally bother you, are starting to be the most annoying things in the world. And that sadness and annoyance just gets worse and worse.

But you still convince yourself it's nothing; I'm just tired, or hungry or both, you tell yourself. And then after what feels like hours, you get home, go to your room, shut the door and let it all spill out. You sob and get angry and get frustrated because "god dammit your hair won't go right!" or "your bed isn't as comfy as it usually is!"

And then eventually, somewhere in the mess of tears and pillow punching, you fall asleep. And you wake up the next day questioning whether any of that actually happened and cringe when you realise that it did. However, it's okay because you feel slightly more yourself now.

But then you also realise, this is what being a teenager consists of. And there's no way this was a one off.

Just one of those days I guess...

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